Is it worth?

Do you think it's worthwhile to leave thinking about someone else? I don't. NOt anymore. Cause I was dating someone that just wanted to have fun with me. Nothing else. So...I am frustrated now. I don't fell like loving and leaving for anyone else. Another thing is that I'm not losing weight. So I keep bored. I finished my courses and know I can come back to gym. So, I don't need to see him anymore. You know, I don't care. Next week is my birthday. I'll be 22. I don't know why, but when it's coming next to my birthday, I get depressed. It's seems like nothing is working in my life.

My mom is upset with me, and I don't know if it's more than I am. But anyway. That's what makes life a bullshit thing.